Yup, long time since i've posted anything... nothing new, just thought i'd like to admire this worlds stupidity and kindness...
Kindness is a rare thing, how often do you find yourself in a position when someone is selfless enough to help someone without and benefit for themselves? Think about it, sure you've been helped many times, how many times have been gone out and boasted about it? And how many times have those people just stayed quiet and in the dark? I guess it is possible for someone to be selfless. I was doing a feild training day with a bunch of friends from cadets, although i could usually carry my pack i wasn't quite myself.. fine, i had a fever the night before.... probably cause i have exactly slept for the past days... (yes i'm mentally ill, i'm scared of the TV and the woredrobe in my room, i watch too many horror movies) anywho, and yea, he offered to carry my pack, i thought it would have been just for a bit like we where going up hill but then he just wouldn't give it back, and he wouldn't even let me mention it, every time i'd begin he'd cut me off and say it was fine... I MEAN THE PACK WAS AT LEAST 7KGs for god sake... and he trekked it up and down freaking hills, like there where parts where you literally had to get up onto a rock taller then us... And he didn't mention it, it's so weird, like i'm use to people helping but honestly, even for strong people, have a pack then your own webbing a stuff isn't that easy up hill... Ah well, just wanted to prove self-less-ness actually exsists in this world. = D
Another thing i wanted to add it that... people can be so stupid these days... i've had this person who keeps saying he likes me and giving me that kind of crap on Formspring... then he just asks me out...
1- i don't know who it is... like i'm going to say yes to a complete stranger,
2- he has my Facebook and msn so knowing i already have a boyfriend is just a click away and it's also pretty obvious
3- what makes him think i'd like him if he insults me with this comments? like he posts things like i know you want to suck my ****. Really don't like that phrase... it's just pure stupidity!
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
Friday, July 9, 2010
Politicians... or little kids trapped in an adult body?
Too much power, too much money, and anyone can be turned into a little brat. Take the recent brawl in the Indonesian parliament. What? Just because a bunch of adults can't agree on something, does it mean they need to be climbing on tables and throwing tea cups? LOL
I was watching the ABC news and i thought to myself... instead of spending millions on a magnificent marble lobby and using resources for the army rather then feeding the poor and homeless, why don't the governments turn a room in parliament into a boxing ring and cut the army in half? I mean is it really necessary to kill 50+ of your own people in say Iraq (i'm talking about Australia) and then hundreds over there? If they want to fight for something why don't they fight their own battles instead of hiding behind their ten thousand dollar redwood desk! And add another 5000 for a computer and maybe a few hundred thousand dollars for a sectary... and other money for their stuff.
Think about it, yes we need the army to help around, like in emergencies like floods or say patrolling our boarders out on the ocean. But if we didn't go to war for silly little things likes Iraq, we wouldn't need so much people in the army and maybe their pay could go to better use, like hospitals, schools and aged care. And maybe we won't have a shortage on laborers because we have people to do those jobs now they aren't in the army.
Doesn't anyone else agree? And if the governments fought with fists or choose one person to fight from each side, we would have things like the arms race/cold war. What ever you want to call it, there wouldn't be any need for freaking nuclear bombs and what not and if all guns where destroyed or kept to the minimal, no one would die from them. Therefore less killings. I mean it's a lot harder with a knife, I'm quite certain of it, if you choose the right gun, you wouldn't even have recoil. As with a knife you might get bloody... and you'd have to use strength etc.
Sometimes i wish i could discuss these things with someone, writing to a blog is like talking to a wall, no one is ever going to read this... ahaha!
I was watching the ABC news and i thought to myself... instead of spending millions on a magnificent marble lobby and using resources for the army rather then feeding the poor and homeless, why don't the governments turn a room in parliament into a boxing ring and cut the army in half? I mean is it really necessary to kill 50+ of your own people in say Iraq (i'm talking about Australia) and then hundreds over there? If they want to fight for something why don't they fight their own battles instead of hiding behind their ten thousand dollar redwood desk! And add another 5000 for a computer and maybe a few hundred thousand dollars for a sectary... and other money for their stuff.
Think about it, yes we need the army to help around, like in emergencies like floods or say patrolling our boarders out on the ocean. But if we didn't go to war for silly little things likes Iraq, we wouldn't need so much people in the army and maybe their pay could go to better use, like hospitals, schools and aged care. And maybe we won't have a shortage on laborers because we have people to do those jobs now they aren't in the army.
Doesn't anyone else agree? And if the governments fought with fists or choose one person to fight from each side, we would have things like the arms race/cold war. What ever you want to call it, there wouldn't be any need for freaking nuclear bombs and what not and if all guns where destroyed or kept to the minimal, no one would die from them. Therefore less killings. I mean it's a lot harder with a knife, I'm quite certain of it, if you choose the right gun, you wouldn't even have recoil. As with a knife you might get bloody... and you'd have to use strength etc.
Sometimes i wish i could discuss these things with someone, writing to a blog is like talking to a wall, no one is ever going to read this... ahaha!
A game.... The Company of Myself
So it's the holidays, I'm bored and my mum is finally letting me play games! YAY!... i'm 15 -.- probably a little late to start but ah well, haha! Anywho, all of you have all probably heard of the game site 'Kongregate.com'. I found this game on it called 'the Company of Myself' I don't know much about games but it's pretty good cause the last stages are so hard!
Actually i wouldn't know, I'm only up to level 18, it doesn't take long to get past most of the levels, 17 is tricky and 18 is too hard, ahaha. But enough about my rambling, if any of you ever have time, play that game, i wouldn't play is so much for the game, but take a look at the graphics and the music.
It's amazing, this whole game is based horribly saddening and depressing words and the music is so, well pretty yet sad (I really don't know the words to describe it) and then the graphics tell the opposite sorry. Daisies and green grass. Blue skies with no clouds! It's beautiful the way it's constructed!
Anywho... enjoy your day = )
Actually i wouldn't know, I'm only up to level 18, it doesn't take long to get past most of the levels, 17 is tricky and 18 is too hard, ahaha. But enough about my rambling, if any of you ever have time, play that game, i wouldn't play is so much for the game, but take a look at the graphics and the music.
It's amazing, this whole game is based horribly saddening and depressing words and the music is so, well pretty yet sad (I really don't know the words to describe it) and then the graphics tell the opposite sorry. Daisies and green grass. Blue skies with no clouds! It's beautiful the way it's constructed!
Anywho... enjoy your day = )
Thursday, July 8, 2010
The antics of humans...
Today I've come across two rather odd situations which have made me think how complicated humans are... Animals for example (yes i know humans are still animals... you know what i mean = P)have sex so their species don't die out... not really for fun... (apart from dolphins and some other animals... i don't even understand how it can be fun but moving on... they hunt because they're hungry, and they don't have all these shares and schools and fashion, they have an easy life... humans on the other hand, have too much, so much they're confused by all the choices!
First example, i have a friend (not really a friend, we have this on and off thing where we hate eachother, then become friends and then hate each other again) who's really in love with this girl, she's been in Hong Kong for about 2 weeks now and is coming back on tuesday, he wrote her a poem... It's sweet... and i seriously wish my boyfriend would do that but i'm going to stop day dreaming now... anywho, he sent it to me... didn't say anything just wrote, "(her name) is coming back on sunday, i wrote her a poem" and the poem. He didn't even tell me why he sent it too me, i gave him some random advice on presentation and stuff but honestly... he sent a love poem to be corrected by someone he hates him half the time? slightly weird, all the same, he asks me how to ask her out and other random stuff that are quite sensitive... WTF?! Is he confusing a foe for a friend? ahahaha!
Second example is, it's thursday right? Late night shopping! No i'm not really excited, anyways, there's this party this weekend and mum wants me to go so she took me out to go shopping (at this point i should probably point out i hate shopping and she knows it). So we go shopping, she trys to get me all these things to sweeten me for saturday (because i hate parties as well, esp her friends) I tell her there's no need to get me anything, and she can just go shopping i'll just follow, she still trys to get me stuff. I tell her if your not going to buy anything can we please go home... she get's pissed and says i could have told her this earlier. I tell her i didn't cause she didn't tell me she was going to bring me out to buy stuff. She goes home pissed...
Correct me if i'm wrong but what is wrong with people? They seem to be so confused in their own little worlds they don't realize how stupid they look... ah well... just thought i should point out that you should all think about what you do before you do it.
First example, i have a friend (not really a friend, we have this on and off thing where we hate eachother, then become friends and then hate each other again) who's really in love with this girl, she's been in Hong Kong for about 2 weeks now and is coming back on tuesday, he wrote her a poem... It's sweet... and i seriously wish my boyfriend would do that but i'm going to stop day dreaming now... anywho, he sent it to me... didn't say anything just wrote, "(her name) is coming back on sunday, i wrote her a poem" and the poem. He didn't even tell me why he sent it too me, i gave him some random advice on presentation and stuff but honestly... he sent a love poem to be corrected by someone he hates him half the time? slightly weird, all the same, he asks me how to ask her out and other random stuff that are quite sensitive... WTF?! Is he confusing a foe for a friend? ahahaha!
Second example is, it's thursday right? Late night shopping! No i'm not really excited, anyways, there's this party this weekend and mum wants me to go so she took me out to go shopping (at this point i should probably point out i hate shopping and she knows it). So we go shopping, she trys to get me all these things to sweeten me for saturday (because i hate parties as well, esp her friends) I tell her there's no need to get me anything, and she can just go shopping i'll just follow, she still trys to get me stuff. I tell her if your not going to buy anything can we please go home... she get's pissed and says i could have told her this earlier. I tell her i didn't cause she didn't tell me she was going to bring me out to buy stuff. She goes home pissed...
Correct me if i'm wrong but what is wrong with people? They seem to be so confused in their own little worlds they don't realize how stupid they look... ah well... just thought i should point out that you should all think about what you do before you do it.
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
Our agendas... formula to success: Be selfish
Everyone has their own agenda, what i didn't realize is how blind i am about everyone's agenda, i read this in the Sydney morning herald "We know Gillard and Wayne Swan supported the resource super profits tax, the wasteful spending on insulation batts and school halls, and softening border protection" I mean I know labor was behind it but the person that kicked him out? And that's now have talks with the East Timor government about sending asylum seeker boats there to be processed before bringing them... if they do pass as asylum seekers.. to australia. And she's also the same person who wants to send Afghan asylum seekers back home... I MEAN COME ON!
Yea, getting ahead is what everyone wants but it's another thing to stab someone in the back, esp if you followed their choices so closely and they where the one that pulled you up to where you are now! And then come out and going the opposite direction, how two face can people get? Also the fact that Rudd isn't in the front bench and your just isolating him is heart breaking, yea, he didn't make the best choices... but politicians these days seem more interested in making choices to get votes then to do what's best for the country...
Which leads me to my thought here, yes, life is pretty fucked (excuse the language) but people shouldn't be so power driven and selfish, wait a couple of years and Gillard would have been prime minister, i could almost bet my life on it, but she just couldn't sit tight and she just had to stab Rudd, I mean that's just sad, Rudd is probably so cut he's just at home hugging a pillow on the couch staring into space...Lol, ok maybe not doing that but you get my drift...
Stop being so self centered! People still have feelings, and honestly, being that selfish is... just like Hitler killing off all the Jews, you shouldn't do some things just because you can! Anywho, this is the article i was reading, quite interesting, take some time to read it, it's not long = )
http://www.smh.com.au/opinion/politics/rudd-the-oneman-band-was-out-of-tune-20100706-zyva.html
Yea, getting ahead is what everyone wants but it's another thing to stab someone in the back, esp if you followed their choices so closely and they where the one that pulled you up to where you are now! And then come out and going the opposite direction, how two face can people get? Also the fact that Rudd isn't in the front bench and your just isolating him is heart breaking, yea, he didn't make the best choices... but politicians these days seem more interested in making choices to get votes then to do what's best for the country...
Which leads me to my thought here, yes, life is pretty fucked (excuse the language) but people shouldn't be so power driven and selfish, wait a couple of years and Gillard would have been prime minister, i could almost bet my life on it, but she just couldn't sit tight and she just had to stab Rudd, I mean that's just sad, Rudd is probably so cut he's just at home hugging a pillow on the couch staring into space...Lol, ok maybe not doing that but you get my drift...
Stop being so self centered! People still have feelings, and honestly, being that selfish is... just like Hitler killing off all the Jews, you shouldn't do some things just because you can! Anywho, this is the article i was reading, quite interesting, take some time to read it, it's not long = )
http://www.smh.com.au/opinion/politics/rudd-the-oneman-band-was-out-of-tune-20100706-zyva.html
Jarvis + Fang forever = D
Okay, i admit, slightly... or really hypocritical i used the word forever... yes someone can hit me in the head but ah well, confessing my love for someone when they love me back is okay... i guess, ah well, i was bored... and i was hoping to give him a heart attack but... He just thought it was cute so *sad face* and seeing as i'm not putting it on facebook... here i dump it = P
Cliche much?
Yea yea yea i know, i'm in a posting frenzy today... maths and history are boring me, it's the school holidays... and my brain is flying! ahaha! anywho...
I cannot understand how people can like movies that are so repetitive, I see all my friends going to the movies and going OMG THAT MOVIE WAS SO GOOD!!! or getting so excited over a movie (for example, twilight or sex and the city) the dress up, or count down or some other thing...
The unobtainium really isn't something new to this world... it's been used in other stories too you know... and why is all ways happy endings and the so called 'good guy' wins? What even defines the 'good guy'?! Everyone has their own agenda, just because (taking avatar for example) the humans want to make money and dig up someones home isn't that bad... i mean a small rock is worth billions, but the movie only chooses to sympathize that the alien's homes are getting ripped up, not the fact that the aliens probably destroyed millions or billions of dollars worth of machinery, buildings etc.
And have you noticed how in movies, females are ALWAYS the damsel in distress? Look at any movie, there's always that beautiful elegant female in trouble not being able to defend herself whether it's from the enemy or just a guy... Even the chicks like Elektra and so on. Why can't there be a movie about a plain/ugly girl that saves the world and breaks every guys heart and makes them the damsel in distress, or why can't it be the ugly girl who gets revenge for her parent's death? Geez... This world is so male dominated it's almost ridiculous how much women succumb to men...
And movies are always on about how there's the fight between good and evil... there's no good and no evil! anyone that's selfless enough to be good or heartless enough to be evil is 1 in a billion!
Lastly... as for the whole twilight thing... GIRLS! YOUR NOT FUCKING SPECIAL!!! your just like everyone else, with the same weakness of greed and wants and you don't have a bloody special scent that attracts a vampire... Nor is there going to be a guy that's never liked anyone else in the world and all of a sudden sees you and falls for you... and they're not going to be so in love as to save your life... HONESTLY! Stop day dreaming god dammit! And other movies like step up... girls... why would you even fall for a guy from the other side of the rail that's like a street dancer and your a ballerina, and what makes you think they'll fall for you? *sigh*
And i conclude with this... guys, stop wasting your money watching movies, i get it, it's a social thing and by all means be social but if your at home bored and your think 'i think i'm going to go rent a dvd, get pay tv or just go watch tv' just because your bored, honestly, waste your money on something else that's worth the money? Because 95% of the time you could already guess the ending and what's going to happen in the middle = D
I cannot understand how people can like movies that are so repetitive, I see all my friends going to the movies and going OMG THAT MOVIE WAS SO GOOD!!! or getting so excited over a movie (for example, twilight or sex and the city) the dress up, or count down or some other thing...
The unobtainium really isn't something new to this world... it's been used in other stories too you know... and why is all ways happy endings and the so called 'good guy' wins? What even defines the 'good guy'?! Everyone has their own agenda, just because (taking avatar for example) the humans want to make money and dig up someones home isn't that bad... i mean a small rock is worth billions, but the movie only chooses to sympathize that the alien's homes are getting ripped up, not the fact that the aliens probably destroyed millions or billions of dollars worth of machinery, buildings etc.
And have you noticed how in movies, females are ALWAYS the damsel in distress? Look at any movie, there's always that beautiful elegant female in trouble not being able to defend herself whether it's from the enemy or just a guy... Even the chicks like Elektra and so on. Why can't there be a movie about a plain/ugly girl that saves the world and breaks every guys heart and makes them the damsel in distress, or why can't it be the ugly girl who gets revenge for her parent's death? Geez... This world is so male dominated it's almost ridiculous how much women succumb to men...
And movies are always on about how there's the fight between good and evil... there's no good and no evil! anyone that's selfless enough to be good or heartless enough to be evil is 1 in a billion!
Lastly... as for the whole twilight thing... GIRLS! YOUR NOT FUCKING SPECIAL!!! your just like everyone else, with the same weakness of greed and wants and you don't have a bloody special scent that attracts a vampire... Nor is there going to be a guy that's never liked anyone else in the world and all of a sudden sees you and falls for you... and they're not going to be so in love as to save your life... HONESTLY! Stop day dreaming god dammit! And other movies like step up... girls... why would you even fall for a guy from the other side of the rail that's like a street dancer and your a ballerina, and what makes you think they'll fall for you? *sigh*
And i conclude with this... guys, stop wasting your money watching movies, i get it, it's a social thing and by all means be social but if your at home bored and your think 'i think i'm going to go rent a dvd, get pay tv or just go watch tv' just because your bored, honestly, waste your money on something else that's worth the money? Because 95% of the time you could already guess the ending and what's going to happen in the middle = D
What goes around... really doesn't comes around...
We've all been told that what goes around comes around... if your a bitch (excuse my language) to someone, they're just going to be a bitch (excuse my language again) back to you and vice versa, if you do an act of charity, you'll get something in return (like in those folk stories) and vice versa if you kill someone (just to be dramatic), karma will punish you...
But is this really the case? Honestly think to yourself... how many times have you walked passed and given a homeless a $10 or $20 note? Countless times... how many times has it even made you feel good.. well this is in my case anyways, nearly never, and I've given money to the same guy in china town and another guy on George street nearly every time i pass them for the past... i have no idea how many years now... not everyday because i have to go to school... but wow... i could buy a really silk dress... and probably a nice pair of heels with the money I've given away... and they probably don't even know my face.
Okay, I'm not asking for sympathy or anything else here, I'm just trying to make a point that what goes around doesn't always come around. Various other examples may be... have you ever been nice to someone and they just take advantage of the situation? Or i was just thinking this... i remember i was at a party and i really liked this guy's tie, and he just gave it to me... and it was probably expensive... i think it was silk... and i don't even know the guys name! D= And have you ever had someone bully the hell out of you online anonymously and you can't even find a way to know who they are let alone get them back?
Anywho, my point is... what goes around does not always come around, well usually not, sure if your nice to your friends they'd probably help you back and vice versa... OR you could be a bitch (excuse the language yet again) to someone and they can still be nice to you... there's never any certainty in things
(edit) another point i was making was that, don't do something for the rewards, or what you think your going to get back cause you'll just be disappointed, just do it for the sake of, it... be selfless for once = )... if that's even possible for humans because too often people seem to be expecting this back... life shouldn't work that way, just like if you have picket and people are sound asleep and you know you can't sleep or if they do it they'll be too tired to walk back... DO THE GOD DAMNED PICKET FOR THEM!!! XD
But is this really the case? Honestly think to yourself... how many times have you walked passed and given a homeless a $10 or $20 note? Countless times... how many times has it even made you feel good.. well this is in my case anyways, nearly never, and I've given money to the same guy in china town and another guy on George street nearly every time i pass them for the past... i have no idea how many years now... not everyday because i have to go to school... but wow... i could buy a really silk dress... and probably a nice pair of heels with the money I've given away... and they probably don't even know my face.
Okay, I'm not asking for sympathy or anything else here, I'm just trying to make a point that what goes around doesn't always come around. Various other examples may be... have you ever been nice to someone and they just take advantage of the situation? Or i was just thinking this... i remember i was at a party and i really liked this guy's tie, and he just gave it to me... and it was probably expensive... i think it was silk... and i don't even know the guys name! D= And have you ever had someone bully the hell out of you online anonymously and you can't even find a way to know who they are let alone get them back?
Anywho, my point is... what goes around does not always come around, well usually not, sure if your nice to your friends they'd probably help you back and vice versa... OR you could be a bitch (excuse the language yet again) to someone and they can still be nice to you... there's never any certainty in things
(edit) another point i was making was that, don't do something for the rewards, or what you think your going to get back cause you'll just be disappointed, just do it for the sake of, it... be selfless for once = )... if that's even possible for humans because too often people seem to be expecting this back... life shouldn't work that way, just like if you have picket and people are sound asleep and you know you can't sleep or if they do it they'll be too tired to walk back... DO THE GOD DAMNED PICKET FOR THEM!!! XD
Dating eh?
Dating... as adults you probably have got the hang of it by now... but me, a kid? Not so much...
You see, i have a boyfriend that's, how do you say it... 1000x better then me = P sure, most of my friends and other people would just say, he loves you for who you are, sure, I'd believe that if there was something about me to like.... let's jump into my shoes shall we?
1- we were shooting rifles, my 3rd time, his first... he does way better then me
2- we're doing a roping course, abseiling, (his first my 10th probably because i did it as a little kid) he jumps down the cliff like a natural... i'm too scared of walking over the cliff,
3- after abseiling down, we need to climb back up, there's this ledge, I'm there for about 10minutes trying to get up... can't, he turns up gives me a leg up and then jumps straight on him self *face-palm*
4- rock climbing, i can barely get up the easy ones, he's climbing ones with the overhangs and stuff
5- we both like music... i think having 73 songs is enough... he has about 1100 and something and probably thinks it's normal
And that's in about the 1 month we've been dating, someone like to help? If you can't, well, at least if you ever have a relationship like this, your not alone so don't feel too bad i guess = P
You see, i have a boyfriend that's, how do you say it... 1000x better then me = P sure, most of my friends and other people would just say, he loves you for who you are, sure, I'd believe that if there was something about me to like.... let's jump into my shoes shall we?
1- we were shooting rifles, my 3rd time, his first... he does way better then me
2- we're doing a roping course, abseiling, (his first my 10th probably because i did it as a little kid) he jumps down the cliff like a natural... i'm too scared of walking over the cliff,
3- after abseiling down, we need to climb back up, there's this ledge, I'm there for about 10minutes trying to get up... can't, he turns up gives me a leg up and then jumps straight on him self *face-palm*
4- rock climbing, i can barely get up the easy ones, he's climbing ones with the overhangs and stuff
5- we both like music... i think having 73 songs is enough... he has about 1100 and something and probably thinks it's normal
And that's in about the 1 month we've been dating, someone like to help? If you can't, well, at least if you ever have a relationship like this, your not alone so don't feel too bad i guess = P
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