the stupid and the kind

Yup, long time since i've posted anything... nothing new, just thought i'd like to admire this worlds stupidity and kindness...

Kindness is a rare thing, how often do you find yourself in a position when someone is selfless enough to help someone without and benefit for themselves? Think about it, sure you've been helped many times, how many times have been gone out and boasted about it? And how many times have those people just stayed quiet and in the dark? I guess it is possible for someone to be selfless. I was doing a feild training day with a bunch of friends from cadets, although i could usually carry my pack i wasn't quite myself.. fine, i had a fever the night before.... probably cause i have exactly slept for the past days... (yes i'm mentally ill, i'm scared of the TV and the woredrobe in my room, i watch too many horror movies) anywho, and yea, he offered to carry my pack, i thought it would have been just for a bit like we where going up hill but then he just wouldn't give it back, and he wouldn't even let me mention it, every time i'd begin he'd cut me off and say it was fine... I MEAN THE PACK WAS AT LEAST 7KGs for god sake... and he trekked it up and down freaking hills, like there where parts where you literally had to get up onto a rock taller then us... And he didn't mention it, it's so weird, like i'm use to people helping but honestly, even for strong people, have a pack then your own webbing a stuff isn't that easy up hill... Ah well, just wanted to prove self-less-ness actually exsists in this world. = D

Another thing i wanted to add it that... people can be so stupid these days... i've had this person who keeps saying he likes me and giving me that kind of crap on Formspring... then he just asks me out...
1- i don't know who it is... like i'm going to say yes to a complete stranger,
2- he has my Facebook and msn so knowing i already have a boyfriend is just a click away and it's also pretty obvious
3- what makes him think i'd like him if he insults me with this comments? like he posts things like i know you want to suck my ****. Really don't like that phrase... it's just pure stupidity!

The antics of humans...

Today I've come across two rather odd situations which have made me think how complicated humans are... Animals for example (yes i know humans are still animals... you know what i mean = P)have sex so their species don't die out... not really for fun... (apart from dolphins and some other animals... i don't even understand how it can be fun but moving on... they hunt because they're hungry, and they don't have all these shares and schools and fashion, they have an easy life... humans on the other hand, have too much, so much they're confused by all the choices!

First example, i have a friend (not really a friend, we have this on and off thing where we hate eachother, then become friends and then hate each other again) who's really in love with this girl, she's been in Hong Kong for about 2 weeks now and is coming back on tuesday, he wrote her a poem... It's sweet... and i seriously wish my boyfriend would do that but i'm going to stop day dreaming now... anywho, he sent it to me... didn't say anything just wrote, "(her name) is coming back on sunday, i wrote her a poem" and the poem. He didn't even tell me why he sent it too me, i gave him some random advice on presentation and stuff but honestly... he sent a love poem to be corrected by someone he hates him half the time? slightly weird, all the same, he asks me how to ask her out and other random stuff that are quite sensitive... WTF?! Is he confusing a foe for a friend? ahahaha!

Second example is, it's thursday right? Late night shopping! No i'm not really excited, anyways, there's this party this weekend and mum wants me to go so she took me out to go shopping (at this point i should probably point out i hate shopping and she knows it). So we go shopping, she trys to get me all these things to sweeten me for saturday (because i hate parties as well, esp her friends) I tell her there's no need to get me anything, and she can just go shopping i'll just follow, she still trys to get me stuff. I tell her if your not going to buy anything can we please go home... she get's pissed and says i could have told her this earlier. I tell her i didn't cause she didn't tell me she was going to bring me out to buy stuff. She goes home pissed...

Correct me if i'm wrong but what is wrong with people? They seem to be so confused in their own little worlds they don't realize how stupid they look... ah well... just thought i should point out that you should all think about what you do before you do it.